[20] i guess..i miss you.. .
its all begin with that night..thursday..when ykmun n guanhoe spent a night at my place... saying to work on an assgnmnt, but who noes..ended up with a chat.. we chat n chat n chat.. chat here n there.. chat sth about thmselves..chat sth about me myslf.. chat sth about you.. i was tough i guess..i didnt cry at all that night..
thn..d next morning..we'v prepared to go for class.. dounno y..i felt wanna wear d watch so much.. infact..i've kept d watch nicely in its case since u left.. bcause i'm not willing to wear it..not willing to dirty it.. n perhaps..i'm not dare to face it.. but tht day, on friday..i took it out.n began to wear it for d day.. i dounno y..but really feeling so much to wear tht..
after wearing it, i kpt showing frenns..saying, "c! today i wear watch ler!" thn, they kpt playing around wth me, asking wats d time now n all tht..haa.. on the way to lrt station..suddenly..myfrenn,g*, asked.." y wear watch? xiang renjia aa??" ..thn..i get stucked..n run as fast as i can to d station.. from tht moment..i kpt asking myslf..i kp wondering..izzit true of wat myfrenn said..?am i really thinking of you..?
on the seat in d lrt..i kpt staring at my watch.. thn..everything tends to cumbck to me again.. every scenes tht i've tried so hard to kp it deep inside.. every words tht i forced myslf not to think about.. today..everything started to cumbck to me.. staring at d watch..flashing n screening all those moments.. without noticing..my tears came out by its own.. its true..i nvr fake it... my tears kpt flowing by its own..while i kpt trying to stop it n wipe it off.. for the very first time..i cried in d lrt...at the moment, only i noticed..yea..i miss you. .n i miss you so much... i've tried so hard to look tough..but finally..cant even control my tears in d public.. since tht period..only i get to noe tht..i lied to myslf n keeping all tht inside.. since tht period..only i get to noe tht..yuanlai..wo hen xiang ni.. .
n since tht day..you r all in my mind..thts true..until today.. i dounno y..but..i kp thinking of you the whole days.. now..i kp d watch in its case nicely again..together wth all those moments, scenes n words..again, i'l kp them all up...i promise..i will be great, tough n dry... n rouroulian..i guess.. .i miss you..
*ChristinaNg
thn..d next morning..we'v prepared to go for class.. dounno y..i felt wanna wear d watch so much.. infact..i've kept d watch nicely in its case since u left.. bcause i'm not willing to wear it..not willing to dirty it.. n perhaps..i'm not dare to face it.. but tht day, on friday..i took it out.n began to wear it for d day.. i dounno y..but really feeling so much to wear tht..
after wearing it, i kpt showing frenns..saying, "c! today i wear watch ler!" thn, they kpt playing around wth me, asking wats d time now n all tht..haa.. on the way to lrt station..suddenly..myfrenn,g*, asked.." y wear watch? xiang renjia aa??" ..thn..i get stucked..n run as fast as i can to d station.. from tht moment..i kpt asking myslf..i kp wondering..izzit true of wat myfrenn said..?am i really thinking of you..?
on the seat in d lrt..i kpt staring at my watch.. thn..everything tends to cumbck to me again.. every scenes tht i've tried so hard to kp it deep inside.. every words tht i forced myslf not to think about.. today..everything started to cumbck to me.. staring at d watch..flashing n screening all those moments.. without noticing..my tears came out by its own.. its true..i nvr fake it... my tears kpt flowing by its own..while i kpt trying to stop it n wipe it off.. for the very first time..i cried in d lrt...at the moment, only i noticed..yea..i miss you. .n i miss you so much... i've tried so hard to look tough..but finally..cant even control my tears in d public.. since tht period..only i get to noe tht..i lied to myslf n keeping all tht inside.. since tht period..only i get to noe tht..yuanlai..wo hen xiang ni.. .
n since tht day..you r all in my mind..thts true..until today.. i dounno y..but..i kp thinking of you the whole days.. now..i kp d watch in its case nicely again..together wth all those moments, scenes n words..again, i'l kp them all up...i promise..i will be great, tough n dry... n rouroulian..i guess.. .i miss you..
*ChristinaNg
posted by CHRISTINA NG at 10:58 PM
17 Comments:
Wah!!! So XIAN MU "renjia"...
Dont sad my dear, chinese got say: "DONG jia BU DA DA XI jia"... be great, be tough!! :)
xianglooi,
woww..u really so updated..u've ady read it n posted comment bfor i really post it up completely! anyhow,hahaa..u so sampatt lar..nvr thought tht u noe to use the pronouns,'renjia', as well..since i only use tht pronouns whn i talk to my frenns.. anyway, thanks. :)
yalo,'renjia' can simply use by renjia that don't in renhe situation de meh??
najie, slap him~~(bluek)
ouch!!! @#$%@#^&*
dear lagi, dear u named de meh?hoh lui?
(kidding, don't mind about it)
my dearest sampat,
1st at all, ur pic in this blog, 1 word, not nice, better go and change..See, say nthing on that day, i realize de lar... on the way we to lrt, on the lrt... i know wat u think and wat u done..
my observation not bad de...
i juz wanna to say that, u ar tough enough although u ar juz pretend to be..well, no need to pretend tough,wan cry then cry lo, ur tears make u 'sexy' wow~!!!
actually ur done not bad, when miss him, juz get the watch out lo, see see, or wear wear.. right??
this is the best memories that he brought to us.. don't he??
i also miss 'renjia' as well, but he never reply my sms as well, tulan + diu him~~~
that night, is our pillow talk night(although no pillow as well lar)but still ok lar...i miss that night as well, juz like back to our college time..
dear, really miss that time...
in the conclusion, juz like ms.mai told me, we should face the fact...hengga hengga~~watever u ar facing.. u still got mun mun and hoe hoe.. promise...
p/s: if touch hor, treat us lar,wat u waiting for?wahahah~~hengga hengga!!!
dear ghoe,
thanks..for d words..
n thanks...for everything..
thanks alot man.. :)
same to you, no matter wat happened, u still hv mun mun n chris chris here..rite.?
i dounno wat else to say ady...
u noe wat..i'm sorry..perhaps i shudnt b tht way tht day..n i nvr thot tht u'l notice my tears as well..paise ya.. .i woun nxtime..anyhow.,chris is always a tough girl, as i always say! hahaa..;p
btw..perhaps he's jz busy or inconvnient..perhaps he miss u also ler..?hahaa..sampatt!
anyway, thanks..
nmm..btw, do u think i shudnt write all this on the blog..? will it b too much..or over perhaps.?tht i kp writing all these here n thn..sum ppl read about it..will i seems purposely or pretentious perhaps..?
infact..i jz wanna say..i really nvr meant it..i hope u ppl doun mind..n i hope he doun mind.. perhaps now..blog is d only place whr i can try to express abit..of watever in me..i dounno am i doing d right..but if anyone find me wrong..pls let me noe ya.! thankyou.. :)
wahahaha..NaJie & guanHoe..mau cry mai cry it loud ler..it is so good for our health,keeo it will get internal harm de,really~watever lah,i hope tat pillow talk could always happen,lets go to hv "Ai Yu Bing" & "Ban Mian" always~always remember that Mun Mun is always here although sumtime i m not in a very good mood,but wat u guys told me,i will always keep in mind de!FrenshiP Long Lasting~
Haha..Christina Ng Woei Shiuan's blog is ur blog,its ur place,its where for u to write ur feeling,write wat u wan to write! If somebody thinks tht u write all tht purposely,pretentious or whatever,Jz kindly ask them to fuck off..remember,is KINDLY ask them to XXX!haha..Well,hope u'll be ok soon,n yea,Be great be tough!hehe~have a nice day!
dear yumin,
woww..wat a surprise..i'm hepy to hv u n hoehoe here..hahaa;p
anyway, thx alot yumin..n yea, lets gather more often.!
i dounno wat else to say ady..
anyhow..thanks yumin.. :)
dear max.k.y. ,
hahaa..u really funny larr man..still able to put in sum humor elements while writing sum meaningful words..hahaa..wat an expert!^o^
anyway, thanks man..perhaps..for d courage n support as well..n guess wat?i'm proud enuff to hv a well-mannered frenn like u!still stay to be polite n elegant while kind'f scolding ppl..thts wat myfrenn called man..!hahaa.. ;p
anyway, really thankyou very much for everything..hope u r enjoying urlife thr everyday!
n most importantly, thanks alotlot for being the sincere n zhongxin reader for me! i appreciate tht so much, indeed ^o^
juz like wat max had said.. if they think in another way, ask them f*** off lo...!@#$^&**(
is not of this blog, how to get mun mun and hoe hoe know xuan xuan more leh???
+u...
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ayoh... kena slap tim...
but this cant stop me say to my dear one la, rite? my dear... :p
Oh ya.. this is ur blog dear, so here is ur space... so dont care about other ppl la... as long as u didnt hurt ppl in ur blog...
if some one dont like it, i wanna say to them: "Who ask you come to see?"
(Blek)
Be Great, Be tough, Be your self dear!
kakakakak
ghoe,
whoaa..u so close wth max mer?hahaa! call ppl 'max' like so 'masak' pulak..haha! kidding laa.. thx anyway, for d comment!
xianglooi,
whoaa..u ter-qigekk izzit..? the whole paragraph is about 'dear'..dear here n dear thr..fainted...hahaa.. u guys arr..doun fight/challenge here..c..at last, i'm d one tht bcum d victim, get flooded by the word 'dear' until i cant breathe...
btw, xianglooi, i guess.. 'dear' shud kp it for d one tht u really mean it or ur loved ones, doun simply use it, orelse it'l b meaningless at all thn.. rite? anyway, thx :)
Dear Chris,
ok, next time i use DEER... kakakaka :p
aiya.. sap ha sap ha then shu liao lo~~ hor max, nice to meet u...
2 leng zai meet here...
wowo~~
and ugly gal...
dear dear dear dear dear dear dear dear dear dear dear dear dear dear...
no need this word anymore..
so i better share with u all, dear najie, dear yokemun, dear max, dear slap looi, dear victim, dear agnes... dear'renjia', dear dear dear dear dear dear...
lui, my heart...
dead...
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