shifting11: "my powerlessness. my uselessness."

[written on June 24, 2006. 10:55 PM]

" You may want to do more now, but your hands are tied. Accept your powerlessness.The conflict will be an odd one -- you'll have tons of energy, but no clear way to use it.Instead of getting frustrated about not being able to do something, accept your situation and try to enjoy doing nothing. Get out in nature and enjoy the sights and sounds around you. Slow your walking pace to take in details you might never have noticed before -- a flower pushing up through the cracks in a sidewalk, a bird singing, a beautiful sunset. "

again..this is wat my horoscope tells me today...

dounno y..
perhaps its jz a coincidence..
but my horoscope recently really seems so compatible to me..

recently..many things seems worst enuff..
n its jz like everything of mine jz doesnt goes well..
i really wish to do something to remend the situation,
but dounno y..no matter how i try,
the situation doesnt seems to change..
i'm jz so useless that i could do nothing..
jz like wat my horoscope tells..
i feel so powerless..as well as helpless..

perhaps, i got no choice else..
but to do as wat my horoscope tells..
instead of getting frustrated about not being able to do something,
perhaps i shud really accept my powerlessness,
accept my situation and try to enjoy doing nothing..

who noes.?.
perhaps, its time to proof myslf how useless i am..

this time..
i'm forced to accept both powerlessness and uselessness.. .


* ChristinaNg