[25] untitled..

there's lots of things happened recently..n 'unhepy' is the main heroin...
i dounno wat to write..
but in fact..i hv lots of story tht i wish to blog up here.. but now..i got no mood to write yet..while d blogs in my mind get more n more, n finally get dumped in my mind..hahaa...
so..looking forward to see u later..when i'm here to process my mindblogs one by one then..
jiiak...

* ChristinaNg

[24] there's no one for me..when there's only an apological n so-alone me...

i really douno how to describe my feeling now...
i feel so..helpless..so..stupid..so useless...so apological..
u woun noe..u really woun noe how i feel now..
u woun noe..u woun noe how i really feel inside..

tht kind'f feeling..whrby i could do nth for remedy..
but only sit thr stupidly like an idiot..thrs indeed nth i could do..but to kp feeling apological n sorry here.. i feel so...i dounno how to describe... i feel so tough...
i'm so sorry..yumin.. so sorry to u girls as well..
i wish i could do sth..i wish i could mk my best frenn not feeling tht annoyed..
i feel so wuzhu...i feel so strange...i feel so nothing...

how i wish thrs sumone be by my side now...i really wish so.. so much...
i really wish thrs sumone beside me now..who i can rely on..
i really need sumone tht could b relied..n to be by myside now...
to let me cry on him..to wipe off my tears, to give me a hug, n say: nevermind..everything will b okay...
but who's tht sumone..?whr's tht sumone..?
thr's no sumone...
thr's no one tht could be by my side..
thr's no one tht could be relied on...
thr's no one for me... thr's no one exist...no one...


* ChristinaNg