Tuesday, August 08, 2006

[24] there's no one for me..when there's only an apological n so-alone me...

i really douno how to describe my feeling now...
i feel so..helpless..so..stupid..so useless...so apological..
u woun noe..u really woun noe how i feel now..
u woun noe..u woun noe how i really feel inside..

tht kind'f feeling..whrby i could do nth for remedy..
but only sit thr stupidly like an idiot..thrs indeed nth i could do..but to kp feeling apological n sorry here.. i feel so...i dounno how to describe... i feel so tough...
i'm so sorry..yumin.. so sorry to u girls as well..
i wish i could do sth..i wish i could mk my best frenn not feeling tht annoyed..
i feel so wuzhu...i feel so strange...i feel so nothing...

how i wish thrs sumone be by my side now...i really wish so.. so much...
i really wish thrs sumone beside me now..who i can rely on..
i really need sumone tht could b relied..n to be by myside now...

to let me cry on him..to wipe off my tears, to give me a hug, n say: nevermind..everything will b okay...
but who's tht sumone..?whr's tht sumone..?
thr's no sumone...
thr's no one tht could be by my side..
thr's no one tht could be relied on...
thr's no one for me... thr's no one exist...no one...


* ChristinaNg

5 Comments:

Blogger xianglooi said...

thr's every one tht could be by ur side..
thr's every one could be relide on..
thr's every one for u..
thr's every one exist around u..
u are not alone...
everything will be okay.. k?

8:52 PM  
Blogger CHRISTINA NG said...

thanks xianglooi.. :)

11:14 PM  
Blogger JoanneĀ® said...

sometimes mistakes are made to be learnt..
they meant to teach you something new..
so instead of blaming urself, take this opporturnity to learn this lesson and try to do something to justify the situation...
if there's no way to amend it, well im so sorry about it..

cheerz my dear~

10:26 PM  
Blogger CHRISTINA NG said...

dear joanne,

woww..wat a surprise.! i din thot tht u would visit to my blog here, sumr leave me a comment here.. anyway, really thx alot girl..i appreciate it alot..thankyou ^o^

4:01 PM  
Blogger JoanneĀ® said...

lol.. no prob...
live life to the fullest girl..

take care...
-hugz-

11:14 PM  

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